2021's hopes

 hi...

here I am, maybe im gonna write my hopes for 2021 or a lil tell a story about my 2020,

first of all, 2020 was really amazed me, it was very surprised, a year where I can learn a lot there, about finding a new person that u never expect before, about losing someone that you never expect before too.

but, I really thankful to god also I never regret for what already happened at 2020 because I believe that everything happens for a reason.

I feel like I can be more understand what life is and finding another side of mine, I mean, no the other side but the side that I never find at myself. Yeah, I found Myself on this year, I become more mature, I know my worth, to be honest to find my worth, my friends were helpful on it because they make me realize that i have a potential or something special on myself also have a lot of things that I should think about for my future, the greatest future. 

but lemme tell you a sad story, on this year, theres so many tear falls down from my eyes, one of them is because I lost my grandmother, one of my beloved family leave me forever. But one thing that I'm grateful is I, My Parents, My Cousins or maybe all of my family, can be on the side of the last second of her life. accompany her. :) I wish nothing but if you read this lets pray to all our life parts who's already leave us for forever <3

oke so I'm not sure I can write a long blog about my 2020 BECAUSE IT SO LONGG ALL THE MEMORIES AT 2020 CAN'T BE DESCRIBED AND TALKED. 

BUT I JUST WANNA BE THANKFUL FOR THOSE WHO'S BE MY PART OF 2020 NO MATTER WHAT, no matter it is about the sadness, happiness, or what but you guys teach me a lot of things so THANKYOU <3

for those who makin' me hurts, Thank you too. You teach me a lot i can't even told how much but one thing, you make me be a better person, and calmdown, I already Forgive you lol

not too much for 2021's hopes but for real i really want to be accepted at Favorite Public University according to My Majors. IF YOU READING THIS HEL ME TO SAY 'AAMIINN' XX THANKS

and definitely hope that I always develop much to be better than before, many accomplishments and make people arround me proud.

kinda editing this blog if I want to or change my mind hihi let see

but its enough for today. Thank u for reading! good bye xx